Showing posts with label 2016. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2016. Show all posts

Monday, 27 February 2017

grateful

normally i would do my thankful twenty as the year ends. but as i was too busy doing everything but the work i'd hoped i'd be doing already, i didn't have the time to do so last december. then i found this lovely little printable by Holley Gerth, a writer whose blog I follow. and then i thought, i'll answer these questions and make this my thankful twenty post for 2016 even if it won't be literally a list of twenty things i'm grateful for. Ms. Gerth originally shared this printable for thanksgiving last year.





God, I'm especially grateful for...
1. Person / People I love: family and friends who would know who they are if they ever come across my little slice of the www.

2. Blessing I've received: reached my mid-30s. Sometimes I still can't believe I've reached this particular age. when I remember how old I am, I get surprised. harhar.

3. Something small that brings me joy: when somebody treats me to a delicious burger.

4. A favourite memory from this year: all my travels: Kalibo, Kuala Lumpur, Tagaytay, and Baguio. The first two being for work, and the next two are the weddings of my bro and cousin, respectively. Another cousin actually got married in 2016, but the wedding was held in Antipolo, which is practically a part of Metro Manila already so it doesn't count as a travel item. So I guess I can say another favourite memory of mine from 2016 was the three weddings. All happened one month after the other, and all were really beautiful in their own way. and oh. Grey's Anatomy season 8. heehee.

5. Your provision (ex. Health, house): I'm still standing, getting through day to day. I'll just leave it at that. Because that's all that matters.

6. This prayer You answered: a very beautiful wedding for my brother. There were so many things that made the preparation so difficult, such as the fact that his then fiancée of six years is an OFW who arrived only a month before the wedding. The bulk of the preps was of course delegated to those who are here in the Philippines including me who isn't even the maid of honour, but I still did more than the actual maid of honour and best man combined... well that's all in the past now. The most important thing is that it turned out to be such a lovely wedding in spite of all the hoops we all had to jump through to prepare for it.

7. Who you are (ex. Caring, strong, kind): sarcastic, cynic, spineless loser. If anyone wants to know any good side of mine, better ask my friends. Although I can say I'm a good listener. Cos my friends say so.

8. Who I am because of You (ex. Loved, accepted): loved, accepted, saved. Sometimes though I can still be really stubborn to the point of being stupid. Oh dear.

9. One thing I have to look forward to next year (which is now, 2017): that call I've been waiting for half a year now. Also a new prospect that will allow me to help my family.

10. Open - Whatever is on my heart today: I really don't know what to think or feel. I ended 2016 with such a pessimistic view that I could not remember much of what had transpired. Or maybe I do but I want to forget everything except those nice memories. Like what most people say, expectation is the root of all heartache. If only. Those two magical words out to express regret. Still, I'm grateful to have experienced the things I've, well, experienced the past year. I can only look forward to the rest of 2017 with hope. (come to think of it, I also greeted 2016 with hope and look where it got me... ok, I'll stop the pity party right here lol).
And yeah. How I wish I could hang out with the people (friends) I love more especially those who are so hard to set a schedule with.



We give You thanks. (Rev. 11:17)

Sunday, 17 July 2016

sunday currently vol. 17

currently:
reading: still warsaw requiem, but have already finished the wrath and the dawn by renee ahdieh and another book. already more than halfway through the book though, and now i'm also reading, in turns, since i last saw you by alice ann kudd and the rose and the dagger, the second book by renee ahdieh. so weird to read two to three books at intervals, but it could be done. 

writing: this, and the last installment of my hong kong adventure. so weird that i could not string coherent sentences together. again! grrr. hoping to finish this as soon as i can so that i could start on my next travelogue. as to what's it about, just wait and see! harhar

listening: cosy in the rocket by psapp. yep, still on the loop. ;)

thinking: of how stupid i could be for waiting

smelling: nothing.

wishing: i have a spine

wearing: red t-shirt and... yes, cycling shorts. grrr lol

loving: grey's anatomy. haha!

wanting: to eat. still haven't eaten dinner.

needing: something

feeling: stupid

Tuesday, 14 June 2016

waiting game

i originally planned to moan and groan about my present situation. but like in the much-beloved series of books called choose your own adventure, i decided against it. instead, i turned to page 100 and chose to listen to music, hymns to be specific. i love hymns, the one below being one of them. i guess i can also say it somewhat convicted me.

 lyrics are in the video so won't be adding them here. hit play!!!





I'd rather have Jesus than anything
This world affords today.



Saturday, 30 April 2016

Food Trippin' at Maginhawa


Just another Friday night at home. So quiet, except for the music playing and the drone of the electric fan. Almost 11pm and my stomach is growling again for some munchies. Unfortunately it wants  chips and what I've got in the ref are fruits. Wow, what a big problem that is.

Ten days before election. The heat is so freaking on! Mudslinging on all sides from candidates and voters alike. It's hard to be a calm island in the midst of all these. I could very easily avoid Facebook until June, July, or even August, but no cannot be. Just skip, skip, skip any political post as I scroll down my news feed. 

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Last night I went out for dinner with my friend H in Maginhawa Street. Of course the conversation turned to the subject of the elections and we almost had a discussion on our choices, specifically mine as H wanted to know why I chose that candidate. But I never got to explain because we were more focused on exploring the eats along the road, which gets the higher priority over anything else. Cravings over politics, I say! As a side note, I couldn't help but marvel at how much that stretch of road had changed over the years as we used to work there. There was only one restaurant near our workplace and the rest are houses with the occasional sari-sari store and Mini Stop. Now, there is a restaurant everywhere I look. Good business, awesome food, bad parking. But that's just me.

Good thing that we decided to walk it out, as it's much easier that way. We could easily check out an establishment and leave if we feel we could get something more substantial from the others instead. It was a weeknight though so those who do drive did not have a hard time getting a parking slot. Weekends are a different story so it would be better if those who would like to visit should go there early or do as we did, which was to walk. Tricycles also are aplenty so it is really easy to get around.

We went to the Lost Bread, a restaurant specialising in French toast and out-of-this-world desserts and drinks. They also offer savoury food ranging from Php150-Php300. I ordered their Spicy Corned Beef Aglio Olio while H got the Beef Tapa with Coffee Fried Rice.

Sorry no photos. But this I will say:

First, my Spicy Corned Beef Aglio Olio. It is a pasta (spaghetti) dish served with corned beef sauteed in oil and garlic, and garnished with marble potato chips, fresh rosemary sprigs and a generous amount of red pepper flakes. The portion size is normal though it could be a bigger one. I like how the sauce was not overwhelming; it's not too oily, not too garlicky. Corned beef is also in between chunky and stringy which gives a nice bite to it. The spice level however was a bit much so next time maybe I could have the pepper flakes served on the side. This is also a dish best enjoyed hot to experience the flavours swirling in your palate. I ate mine cold already cos I was too busy marvelling at the pictures from my friend's recent trip to Siquijor. Haha! Anyway, all in all, I like this dish.  

The Beef Tapa with Coffee Fried Rice is a delight as well. Now this one is a big serving. Tender slices of beef top the coffee fried rice. I expected the coffee flavour  to permeate the rice thoroughly but I found it to be a bit faint. The dish is served with a sunny side up egg sprinkled with coffee and Lost Bread's version of ensaladang mangga which consists of salted egg, sliced cherry tomatoes and mango. The mango used is in that stage where it is almost ripe, therefore giving it a nice twist of tangy and sweet. I'm not entirely sure of what sauce was used for the ensalada but it is indeed refreshing and it complements the dish beautifully.  

While Lost Bread certainly has a reputation for its desserts, I had my mind set on The Nook, this book cafe that serves butterbeer and where guests can try on different costumes from Harry Potter. I guess there's no need to say that I'm a Potterhead, but there, I went ahead and said it.

We actually got a bit lost looking for The Nook cos we took a right at Malingap Street instead of going further down Maginhawa. We backtracked and eventually found the place... full of people. So it's either we wait or go to our next choice, which was whatever we found first. H wanted to try the Wicked Kitchen for its s'mores (she is currently in love with s'mores) or The Sweet Spot.

Both cafes are in the same building along with more of the featured establishments in the Maginhawa Street Map. We chose The Sweet Spot and we chose well. A junior-sized Blueberry cheesecake for me (as always) and a slice of salted caramel chocolate cake for H. For drinks we tried the kiwi lime juice (mine) and Speculoos frappuccino (H).

As it is with my pasta dinner earlier, my cheesecake was not overwhelming. It is creamy and surprisingly light that I was even able to eat the whipped cream that topped it. The kiwi lime juice is also a good combination for my dessert. I wanted something that would balance out the creamy texture of the cheesecake and I knew that getting any coffee variant won't do the trick even if I got it black. The first thought that came to my mind as I sipped my drink was that I was drinking in a nice sosi spa. Yeah I know it's a weird description but what the hey. It is sweet and tangy and cleanses the palate. This is also not in the menu so it would be good to ask for anything that might possibly be available but off the menu.

The salted caramel chocolate cake was nice and moist. I couldn't detect a hint of saltiness in the caramel though. Or maybe that's just because I already have my cheesecake that it battles with the flavours. The slice is generous and is good for sharing. Good for one if you're a rabid fan of chocolate cake!

The Sweet Spot is one of several establishments that serve speculoos frappuccino/shake but this is the first time that I got to try one. At first sip of the drink, H's face lighted up which meant that it was a great choice. I agree with her. It is light and the creaminess of it doesn't overpower the taste of the speculoos.

For my first Maginhawa Street sojourn, I would rate this an eight.

And as I end this post, let me just say that writing this made me feel full again. Which is awesome. I feel so healthy.

Whaaat?

Whatevs.

Good night!  

Notes:
The branch of The Lost Bread that we went to is in a building a few steps from the StrEAT Food Park where the original The Lost Bread is. 
The Sweet Spot: Ground Floor, Maginhawa Building, 189 Maginhawa Street, Sikatuna Village, Quezon City


      

Wednesday, 27 April 2016

random rambles

finally, a quiet moment alone again with my thoughts which are definitely so NOT quiet. my mind is currently on the reading old emails streak and i can't believe i am reading emails from ELEVEN, NO, TWELVE YEARS AGO.

funny how something that is a serious matter to you becomes, well, funny several years hence. couldn't help but laugh out loud at the histrionics in my emails to my friends. now i think i'm sorry i've subjected them to such kaartehan. i think this is some kind of a problem/challenge for people who speak more in writing. i cannot filter anymore what i want to say there, it's like my fingers get a mind of their own and simply fly over the keyboard or possess my pen to create yet another novel-like email/letter. nevertheless, those ancient missives make up for more good writing material and a lot of laughs. lots and lots of laughs. i can't believe i was that stupid then. i'd like to think i've gotten mature over the years but then i'll never grow out of having those stupid moments sometimes.

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just finished red queen by victoria aveyard. i've read a lot of YA novels thanks to my cousin B. and because of that, i cannot help but think that there are a lot of similarities here in red queen with, say, the hunger games and divergent. while red queen is more of a fantastical story set in a dystopian society, i could easily see mare barrow alongside katniss everdeen and tris prior. mare may be poor, but she has a personality that could scathe anyone not strong enough to withstand such. and like katniss and tris, she also has to battle her way in a society that is composed of the bullies (the silverbloods) and the oppressed (the redbloods). a war is at hand and it shows no sign of ending. guess who gets the short end of the stick in this war? kilorn, mare's best friend who was supposed to be able to avoid conscription by having work but is left without one when his master dies. sound familiar? and oh, an underground revolution is brewing amongst the reds. now guess who inadvertently becomes the face of the revolution? should i start on the romantic interests of mare? uh, maybe not now.

but even if my mind screamed hunger games!!! and divergent!!! in almost every chapter of red queen, i would still say that it is a fun read. trust and betrayal are the underlying themes of this story and ms. aveyard was able to manipulate her characters beautifully especially with that of cal and maven. as i got to the final moments in the story the book became harder to put down. my mind moved from hunger games!!! and divergent!!! to kill them already!!! (of course, this is to cal and mare.) however, because it's again a series just like most YA books these days, i would have to wait until my cousin gets her hands on the other books.

i just have one question. do the characters really have to smirk so much? the word sneer comes in as a close second, but it's not as many as smirk. i actually thought of counting how many times it appears in each chapter (it appeared all throughout the book) and in what tense was it written but then again, never mind.

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fangirling over:
jess glynne! still listening and dancing to her songs but more so with hold my hand (which i have currently on "loop" in youtube).
supergirl! i can't believe the season ended before arrow did. i really hope there will be a season 2. while i haven't read anything official about a season 2 for the show, the guys at cbs did say "season finale" and not "series finale" which i think my world will crumble if the latter happened. and the season ending ended with a cliffhanger, so...
arrow! i would say that this fourth season was better than the third one, though not as exciting as the second season (i think this is the best so far). just so heartbroken over laurel... why, oh, why??? i wonder what her haters think of her death now, they were so rabid about getting her kicked out of the show in season 2. i hope the writers make her go into the lazarus pit too, and then she'll get that blood lust and kill damien darhk for oliver. hahaha. there are five more episodes to go and then season 4 ends. please, no more going on hiatus!!!


Friday, 22 April 2016

Hold My Hand - Jess Glynne

another artist has made it to my playlist: jess glynne. i liked her since two years ago when i first heard the song rather be, a collaboration with clean bandit. like two of my favourite artists, jessie j and christina perri, jess glynne also writes her own songs. she has striking vocals which i can't describe more except that it's striking. oh and yes, unique that you'll know right away that it's her singing. i say this because there are some singers who have similar vocals.

this week's LSS (last song syndrome) is jess glynne's hold my hand. funny, i thought that this song was just released this year but in fact it was released early last year. i love the dance beats of this song and so whoever stumbles upon this little blog i hope, nay, command you to hit that play button and enjoy this awesome tune. haha!



Hold My Hand lyrics:

Standing in a crowded room, and I can't see your face
Put your arms around me, tell me everything's OK
In my mind, I'm running round a cold and empty space
Just put your arms around me, tell me everything's OK

Break my bones but you won't see me fall, oh
The rising tide will rise against them all, oh

Darling, hold my hand
Oh, won't you hold my hand?
'Cause I don't wanna walk on my own anymore, won't you understand?
'Cause I don't wanna walk alone
I'm ready for this, there's no denying
I'm ready for this, you stop me falling
I'm ready for this, I need you all in
I'm ready for this, so darling, hold my hand

Soul is like a melting pot when you're not next to me
Tell me that you've got me and you're never gonna leave
Tryna find a moment where I can find release
Please tell me that you've got me and you're never gonna leave

Break my bones but you won't see me fall, oh
The rising tide will rise against them all, oh

Darling, hold my hand
Oh, won't you hold my hand?
'Cause I don't wanna walk on my own anymore, won't you understand?
'Cause I don't wanna walk alone
I'm ready for this, there's no denying
I'm ready for this, you stop me falling
I'm ready for this, I need you all in
I'm ready for this, so darling, hold my hand

Don't wanna know
That feeling when I'm all alone
So please don't make me wait, 'cause I don't wanna break
No, I don't wanna fall
When you're next to me
Can tell I'm not afraid to be
That you don't make me wait, and never let me break
You never let me fall

Darling, hold my hand
Oh, won't you hold my hand?
'Cause I don't wanna walk on my own anymore, won't you understand?
'Cause I don't wanna walk alone
I'm ready for this, there's no denying
I'm ready for this, you stop me falling
I'm ready for this, I need you all in
I'm ready for this, so darling, hold my hand



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and in other news.........

i just have to let this tension out............

whoooooo, so i just got word that our class will have the rated drills this weekend........... whooooo here we go again...................... Lord please help!!!!!!!!!!

i really should be reading up but i've spent the whole day marinating in the heat doing absolutely nothing of value. methinks my brain is already overloaded with information accumulated for the past two years. but why, oh why does it feel like it's the first time? gahhhh


Sunday, 10 April 2016

sunday currently vol. 14

currently:
reading: Wired women, weird women by kate reed


writing: this, as always. Have a lot of writing material but too lazy to start on one. Tee-hee


listening: Dansu youni dakiyosetai from the beautiful Japanese movie entitled railways. The movie is about a 49-year-old man turning down a high-paying executive job in his company to fulfill his childhood dream of becoming a train driver.


thinking: Of my training. Have nothing but a lot of good to say about it.


smelling: nothing.


wishing: The training would be over already and that we all pass with flying colours, pun not intended.


wearing: Tank top and shorts


loving: The training. I love how everyone just gelled together so easily, how the instructors have shown kindness and a LOT of patience. Soooo different from the first one I underwent that I couldn't help but compare.


wanting: to lose weight instantly. Still this, and that we all pass the training. Rated drills coming up really soon!!!


needing: uhm, to lose weight. asap!!! And yes, to pass!


feeling: Hot. Thank God for the cool night breeze.

Thursday, 24 March 2016

holy week rhapsodizations

it's holy week once more. my smile is a mile wide as everyone else has practically scrambled out of the metro to fulfill their religious duties/vows or for some r and r at the beach or in the mountains. aside from christmas vacation, holy week is the only time that there is no traffic at all. well, except for those areas around the churches.

as for me, i am just sitting pretty in the house with just the parentals as the brothers have their own agendas. i am so enjoying the summery scents and basically the silence that pervades the whole city. if i do go out, the traffic is nonexistent and places that "normally" take twenty minutes to get to, for example, only takes five minutes as it is supposed to in an ideal world. but staying at home doing nothing is ideal in this time of year. just today i have taken a nap more times than the usual (i never take naps unless it's during a class/seminar), ate whatever and whenever i wished, watched tv, and read two books at intervals (of love and other demons by gabriel garcia marquez and sister by rosamund lupton).

the only thing i wish for is a swimming pool in the backyard that i could take a dip in. today was too hot that the poor electric fan has been at work since this morning. and even if the malls were open, i would not dare to venture there even for the air conditioning.

tomorrow would most likely be a repeat of today, unless the oldies decide to go to church for the good friday service. 

sunday currently vol. 61

Currently... reading: Serena on Webtoon.  writing: this. i'm not holding my breath for when i will finally write a decent paragraph that...