Wednesday, 27 August 2014

Joy is...


relaxing in an oasis in the middle of the rushing city...



doing what i love the most...



gazing at greenery against a backdrop of azure sky...



...drowning in books...



engaging in meaningful conversations with good friends over dessert and tiny cups of rose water...



indulging in my favourite chocolates... especially the king sized ones...



and flying. :)

Friday, 15 August 2014

thursday smiles

after a tension-filled excitement on my first experience at flight, i'm glad that my brother was available to pick me up at the terminal. and as soon as i opened the car door this song greeted me like an old friend. from then on i knew i'll be all right. :)


Thursday, 7 August 2014

notes from ms. lotts's fogged-up brain

i miss the rain that makes me miss---

dubbing
translating
pulling 24-hour shifts
dubbing days
abs
sleeping in abs
studio d
studio e
recording studios
my director and mentor
r, n, k, i, b

---terribly

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battling the case of the miserables yet again. my brother had it first. his germs must have been really strong, because not long after that i caught the bug, then my mum, then my pa. we all sound like a herd of seals in a house. we're all in different stages of healing now, but it seems like it's taking me longer to get well. the intensity and pressure of the past weeks must have come crashing down on me all at once. all i want is to curl up in bed with a box of tissues and sleep for a year.

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i really miss my old life.

Tuesday, 5 August 2014

in my heaaddd, in my heaaddd...

man, i shouldn't have overexerted myself in the games yesterday. i still feel weak even if i'm lying down. to top it all off, i'm feeling a bit nauseous.

*mind* but hey, your team won overall champion, right? your pain's worth all the effort that you gave. so you should be happy.

yea i know that. and i'm happy, really i am. but i'm a bit annoyed at myself too coz i didn't prepare my body at all for the games. now i'm suffering the consequences of it. i can practically hear my joints creak when i try to move!

*mind* (taunting) yeah baby, it's all your fault! and creaking joints are signs of aging! ooh, will it now take your muscles a week to be okay? would you like to use a cane to guide your way?

do you want me to puke on you right now? coz i don't have the energy to get up and hit you.

*mind* (suddenly contrite) all right, all right, i'm sorry. i'll give you something to ease your nausea.

sure, whatever.

*mind's mind* ooh, touchy, touchy. *mind* (speaks) here you go, dear.

thank you. (takes a sip, spits it out) augh!!! what is this poison you gave me? it tastes like grass!!!

*mind* (very patiently) that liquid you refer to as poison is called chamomile tea. it will soothe your queasy stomach and  will even help you sleep. now go drink it before it gets cold. that's a good girl.

mm, it gets easier in every sip.

*mind* yes, it does.

but i still don't like how it tastes.

*mind* my gulay, you're such a big baby. come on, drink up. the sooner you finish it, the sooner you'll get better.

one hour later...

hey you're right. my stomach's not queasy anymore. thank you.

*mind* you're welcome.

now that you've helped me ease my nausea, can you also give me a massage? (stretches) ugh... that would really help ease my muscle pain. and i really don't want to go to work tomorrow moving  like a thousand year-old lola.

*mind* sorry, no can do.

why not?

*mind* coz i'm just in your head!

but you just gave me chamomile tea...

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